Baby Diary Part 2

Saturday 21 February 2015 🦅

Laogong brought me to the Bird Park today! He got us two tickets with the one year unlimited visits! We went to The Turf Club yesterday but we were still able to wake up as early as 7:30am today!

The trip was super fun!! After more than 10 years I could join the bird feeding session again! Even though my hubby got a serious face and a smelly attitude since yesterday night, it's because he thought of having a kid in the future, again! But soon after the breakfast, he opened up his heart to me and told me about his thoughts. I appreciate how much laogong loved me, he is my guardian angel, and even though he was afraid that the kid will take away all his time spending with me, but I won't let this happen! We will still have fun, just some changes in the future and we will be able to have fun even with three persons! Please have faith in me! I will sail our boat safely and we will enjoy our journey!💪🏻
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- Sun 22 February 2015

Laogong is still on leave since Wednesday! Today I got a craving to eat Spring Rolls but I realized we only have 6 rice papers left!! So I asked laogong to go and buy for me! He was efficient, he changed clothes and went to buy whatever I need!! I love my husband so so much!! He loved me very much too! Even though he couldn't get rice paper for me as they were all sold out, so we only had 6 spring rolls and those tasted heavenly!👏🏻
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- Monday 23 February 2015 🌷

Today laogong took leave to rest at home! I suddenly wanted to do the second home pregnancy test, as I still don't feel pregnant at all, so I just wanted to see if my pregnancy is still there! Sadly, it showed a very fainted line on the test kit! But I won't be too upset, I will still resume my life as it was before! There was a lump in my throat, but only for now! There is always a bright side of the life! It doesn't mean when you are unable to attain something, you lose everything!  I still have a happy life ahead with my husband! I will move on with my life!
Don't cry over spilled milk, I won't!

But laogong was trying to cheer me up by saying he will make another baby with me! I know he is kind and just anxious if I looked upset! Don't worry bearbear, I still have hope! But thank you for your kind intentions, it warms my heart! ☺️
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- Wednesday 24 February 2015

Today I noticed some light pink stains on my toilet tissue after I wiped myself! I started to worry! Like freaked out! For whatever reasons! I get the fear of miscarriage! I urged my husband to make a hospital appointment! My husband straight away called the hospital to schedule my appointment! But it was late at night, so we have to wait until tomorrow! After I calmed down, I realized that I was over thinking, probably not something to worry at all! Que sera sera! Whatever will be, will be!

Anyway, the calls my husband made to the hospital reassured me about his concern and care towards me! I'm touched, therefore I felt loved and let it be! If it's meant to be, it will be!

By the way, I went to the toilet a second time to carefully check if I still got the pinkish stain, but not at all! So let's wait and see.
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- Wednesday 25 February 2015

My husband came home from his Johor business trip and brought me to the Jurong Polyclinic for the pregnancy check up! I did a urine test and the result was positive! ❤ I was in the 9th week of my pregnancy! ❤️ The doctor prescribed 5mg of Folic acid a day for me to eat within a month!

Hubby seems worried! But remember what you promised me? No matter what the outcome to be, you won't give me hard time dealing with your smelly face! You said you won't fight over this matter anymore! So I hope we can deal with this in harmony! On the other hand, I felt relieved and very happy! Like something I always wished for and it slowly showed up, real close! Stay with me, baby! Don't go away!